With my two boys, Orange Beach 2011
(I was trying to make Ty stand up with my leg, he wouldn't cooperate too well ha ha)
I am currently trying to live a more healthier lifestyle for my kids! Thankfully, they do not have issues with weight but, I have had issues my entire life! In February 2011, I started working out and eating healthier and also took the diet pills Phentermene. I lost about 40lbs before I fell off the wagon. I went back to my old eating habits and stopped working out and I gained back half of what I had lost. :( No good at all!
Started back on my diet pills on July 25, 2011...which was the Monday after our vacation to Orange Beach, Alabama. I was the largest person I saw anywhere we went in Orange Beach. I felt ashamed of myself, embarrassed for my kids and just blah.
As of today, I have lost 7 pounds!!! I am very happy about that! I am determined that I am not going to stop this time. I am still young, 26, and my skin still has a lot of elasticity and I still have the chance to make myself look the way I want to.
Maybe then, when I can be happy with myself, I will find someone to love me like they should. How big or little someone is shouldn't be a factor but, it has been for at least 26 years and I'm sure it is only going to get worse in the world.
100lbs --Goal to lose
7lbs --Lost
93lbs --To go
Took me 26 years to get this big.....so getting to my goal will not be overnight. I have to have patience and I am praying for that!
::::::::::Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6:::::::::
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